At times i feel alone..i dont know why but i do..
and at times like this the only one i need is Him..All the time i guess i need Him..But at time like this i need Him more..
How i wish i know whether He loves me or not..whether ill be His selected one or not..
But ya, im not sure..
Everybody is not..But why sometimes i feel like its the end of the world..i feel so lonesome that i could cry..what actually is my goal?
Falah..here and hereafter right..But i know i dont deserve any of that..Far beyond my reach..sometimes i feel like my life is wasted..for what i dont know..i wish i had it from the start.
.I just want to be loved by Him..and of course, i have to make a lot of effort to get to that point..
Maybe what i need to do is to wake up from all this worldly dreams..step into the reality of life..i just need to be me..
with a lot of love for HIm..
maybe i will..
"Falah..here and hereafter right..But i know i dont deserve any of that..Far beyond my reach"
ReplyDeleteHuda, don't say something like this. It's like saying you were born because to become a loser in this life.
Have faith. When you fall, go and rise again. It wont not easy, but at least it will give you the confidence that you need.
babe, what's wrong? you know you can always talk to us about it.
ReplyDeleteI think I understand what you're going through, and believe me, most of us are going through the same notions, it's part and parcel of growing up.
I don't think we're alone per se, we just realised that we can't depend on others, and we're learning again how to walk and run with our own two feet. There's gonna be a lot falling, a lot of crying, but it'd be worth it in the end =)
chilllll okAY
ReplyDeletethanx syahidee...
ReplyDeleteyup, i think im nowhere near both as well...
i will.. i will make sure i continue until the end.. thanx.. =)
nothing la babe.. sometimes ull feel like that u know.. randomly.. but im fine.. thank you so much.. i had fun with u huys.. hehe, so no problemo.. ;)
ReplyDeleteya, if we have time to lepak, then we'll chit chat okay.. now im in a mess.. a total mess.. haha, have to get organized again.. =p
im chilling now.. thanx.. ;p
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