babies!!!!!!!

Welcome babies!!!hehe, my cousin just gave birth last two days..so happy!!the proposed name was orchid dianza or something..haha, im not sure either..she's the first 'cicit' for my grandma..so everyone were and still are so happy..she is verryyyy pretty and sooooooo adorable,that i feel like squeezing her tigh n kiss her all day long..but my good side reminds me "huda, anak orang tu"hahaha.. well, congratulations to abg adam & kak laila..semoga diberkati Allah swt, & dikurniakan lagi ramai askar..Im so glad, my cousin ruz(mak ngah), dalilah(mak lang/teh), yasmin(maksu) who are all the makciks are so happy as well.. hahahahahahaits so funny when they are new life being born..i feel sooo happy and it just made my day!i think, everyday to start my day,i have to read news on new born babies!!seriously it gives you more energy and you feel so great about it..if i have time, ill upload orkid's pics..coz yesterday when i visited her,i was able to bluetoothe pics form my cuz only..so i havent had time to transfer it to my laptop/pendirve.well, welcome, welcome and welcome to all new born baby across the world whereever your cute self are!!!mmuuuahhh!!!!!!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxseriously wanna give lotsa hugs n kisses!!!(^_^)

Graduation fever!!!!

hahaha.. at last, after al these years, we are done!!!!!!

Beautiful

people always judge other people based on their looks..

i wish that everybody un this world looks the same..

physical appearance are being focused instad of attitude and behaviour..

Well, i cant say much because me myself cant judge whether im being biased or not in term of this..

Because a lot of people told me that all my friends are pretty, ive been friends with good looking people..(haha, credit goes to all my friends ya!) =p

but as for me, everybody is beautiful..

God's creatures are all pretty, gorgeous, good looking etc.

I will never choose to be friend with certain of people..

Whether we are comfortable with each other or not...

Thats life..

But you know, talking bout looks..

i wonder why if you have chatting friends,

they will want to see your picture first,

especially the boy-gurl typy of friendship la..

if you are not pretty, then that person wont be friend is it?

i hate it when people are always judging others based on their looks..

and they will always say, "yela, kalau nak kahwin, kena la cari yang cantik / handsome, nanti da xboleh cari lain, sebab nak kahwin kan skali'

or "yela, if xcari yang cantik / handsome, nanti terasa nak carik lain bila da kawin"

aaaaaa... i cant accept this excuses..

well, in each person's eyes, the mening of beauty is different...

maybe in your eyes he/she is not pretty, but in my eyes they are..

but i cant accept it when guys wanted girls who are 'hot' & 'gorgeous'..

have to meet certain criterias and bla bla bla...

Hurm, but not all la kan..

Well, typical guys are..

Sometimes i feel so pity for woman (including myself) =p, since we have to be beautiful always.. have to freshen our look etc.. but do guys always do the same?

when im looking at the reality now, if the wife is pretty and drop dead gorgeous, doesnt mean that the hubby is not messy..

haha.. cant kutuk so much... im afraid if i hurt anybody.. =p

well, its just what i feel these few days..

you know, because of the environment and everything..

well, after all,

for me, still, everyone is beautiful..

you're beatiful, its true!!

Poor Me

Hey low my B!!
haha... its been a while since im here..
dont know la, maybe my life has changed 360degree thats y..
im currently working and life is not the same anymore..
well, have to wake up every morning, have your breakfast, face the traffic...
kind of the same routine and yeah, ull get bored everyday.. =p
but i really love my work tho its a bit tiring and challenging..
d most important is to have fun!! (^_^)

But there is one part that makes me feel a bit sad..
about next year budget, how ironic it is that we have struggled for these 4 years of studying,
yet we are being considered as 'poor' in the budget...
haish, what can i do, now im poor, so i can beg for money.. ;p
cost of living is definitely increasing day by day..
then all the developers are enthusiast for this high cost house..
living in klang valley sure is challenging..
theres no more house below than 350k in ampang area..
then the petrol, or even lrt fare, taxi fare...
everything is increasing..
but since its my 1st year of working, definitely my salary will be stagnant..
thats why the gap is getting bigger..
rich become richer & thee poor will definitely getting poorer...
do you know why the rich will be richer?
because they use a lot of credit cards in their daily expenses..
the more the usage, the more rewars points they will earn..
then they can redeem a lot of good stuffs from the points,
which logically speaking, they can afford it themselves...
but this poor people, who doesnt even have the capability to own a credit card,
have to buy all of these 'freebies' themselves...
hurm...
then, about the house.. if you can see right now,
the reality scenario is that the middle income people (like me, but in the budget they call us miskin la), have to rent a house instead of buying it..
since its hard to buy a house, the monthly payment will be around 800 or more...
so they choose to rent.. but in the end, after many years of paying, we will never have the house as our own property..
that is why, the middle income prefer to buy houses outside klang valley such as seremban, nilai, rawang etc which we can buy it at lower costs.
Nevertheless, they have to pay for more petrol & toll.. which is a lot!!
hurm, so the middle income will spent more either to live in klang valley or to stay a bit far..
but the rich will become richer..
because eventho they are working inside kl,
they live nearby, if its not for condominium in klang valley area,
it will be bungalows, semi-d around klangvalley area..
price hikes like every year and its gone crazier right now..
they are so expensive and unaffordable for the middle income..
so where is our stand and place?

Its just that i am really sad..
because i have struggled a lot during my study time,
yet when i was out of my uni,
and step into the real world..
i began to see the REAL world la..
its harsh an dunforgiving..
im really tired of looking forward..
i dont know whether its unfair or not..
but i feel a little lost in my own world..