life is hard...

hey..
ive been busy this short sem..
duin nothing.. =p
erm, i dunno..
i have no mood for lots of things nowadays..
ive been duin lots of thinking..
n never have a decision...
u know..
life is damn hard..
u think its as easy as disneys movie..
but its definitely not..
im just a gurl who wants her fairy tale comes true..
i dun even know where am i rite now...
yea,
it is some kind of game, ur life..
hurm..
people say that a person who fails to plan, is planning to fail..
not at all true..
im planning from the very beginning of my life..
at least when i can think straight la kan..
hurm,
most of the things ive planned well..
but never any of it came true..
sometimes i hate my life..
i know it sounded like im not thankful or sumthing..
but im totally lost..
lost at a point where i need a break..
a long break from everyone i know..
i need to run..
n never look back..

maybe my mistake is, i put to much expectation..
in people, in my environment..
then when the result is different,
i lost my mind and cant accept things..

sigh...

i guess its how life supposed to be..